JUBILANT FATHER
His face is like a sun, warms the moon beside him.
She´s grown full; tonight begins the waning.
The tide pulls through her very bones,
her form aches as each wave crests.
The earth pulse, heavy, blood warm within her
Beats new chords, old sun god chants.
"You are the first mother and the last,
all spring flesh has traveled through you."
Aztec plumed and gold beaded,
your priest kneels at the holy alter,
gathers each salt pearl shed, nectar for his sacrament.
You are the temple,
we pilgrims swept through the gates,
bent figures know the scent and petals of your presence,
spread our arms to harvest blossoms,
and your priest, sun struck, kneels beside you.
I was born on July 10, 1986 a world that was suppose to be the beginning of peace. Then four days later I felt nothing but animosity. It started with my grandparents who thought I was not worth their time. Second my father left at eight days old which didn't care and I felt I wasn't worth a dime. Time hated me too and my confidence downgraded to a fool.
At the age of six I went to school I felt nothing but carrying the burden like a mule. On father's day, I asked where is my dad? The answer was a yelling and beating of words that made me sad.
I lived at my grandparents place because we did not have a single buck. My grandparents treated me like I was nothing, at the age of five I really knew life sucked. I couldn't afford lunch at school even thought my grandparents are professional doctors. They help others for living but they couldn't help me, 'I ask them why?' but end their was no reply.
They boast how religious they are and how they treated people with the fear of God. Am I not little of importance to you, why do you make me feel that I rotting log. I was kid with dreams and hopes; I thought I couldn't lose my innocence of being child. I know God wouldn't put my hopes and innocence on trial.
God help you, I wanted to be loved too. But I was tricked and I feel like worthless fool. You supposed to love me like grandparents loves their grandson. But I was right I wasn't worth your time.
You tell me the excuse now that my mom had problem and you couldn't hold me. That is bunch of lies, you put a quota on everything I ate. Even thought I was still hungry. I am human being you know.
Why do you put on act so I can be amused. So I could think you changed. I can see through you eyes like a glass window. Please don't boast about how great you are.
At the end God will know. God will give judgment and someday everybody will know. At the end you are the fool. You will also one day feel the meaning of cruel.
I want to thank you for something, I understand now you have to treat everybody and everyone with respect Even those people who made your life a living hell. You showed me something that great, it's not worth my time being you Because at the end, I know nobody will like you but think your bunch of annoying fools.
I was born on July 10, 1986 a world that was suppose to be the beginning of peace. Then four days later I felt nothing but animosity. It started with my grandparents who thought I was not worth their time. Second my father left at eight days old which didn't care and I felt I wasn't worth a dime. Time hated me too and my confidence downgraded to a fool.
At the age of six I went to school I felt nothing but carrying the burden like a mule. On father's day, I asked where is my dad? The answer was a yelling and beating of words that made me sad.
I lived at my grandparents place because we did not have a single buck. My grandparents treated me like I was nothing, at the age of five I really knew life sucked. I couldn't afford lunch at school even thought my grandparents are professional doctors. They help others for living but they couldn't help me, 'I ask them why?' but end their was no reply.
They boast how religious they are and how they treated people with the fear of God. Am I not little of importance to you, why do you make me feel that I rotting log. I was kid with dreams and hopes; I thought I couldn't lose my innocence of being child. I know God wouldn't put my hopes and innocence on trial.
God help you, I wanted to be loved too. But I was tricked and I feel like worthless fool. You supposed to love me like grandparents loves their grandson. But I was right I wasn't worth your time.
You tell me the excuse now that my mom had problem and you couldn't hold me. That is bunch of lies, you put a quota on everything I ate. Even thought I was still hungry. I am human being you know.
Why do you put on act so I can be amused. So I could think you changed. I can see through you eyes like a glass window. Please don't boast about how great you are.
At the end God will know. God will give judgment and someday everybody will know. At the end you are the fool. You will also one day feel the meaning of cruel.
I want to thank you for something, I understand now you have to treat everybody and everyone with respect Even those people who made your life a living hell. You showed me something that great, it's not worth my time being you Because at the end, I know nobody will like you but think your bunch of annoying fools.
